Sometimes if you wish to think that someone you fancy likes you too, you can come up with all kinds of reasons and evidence as to how come she likes you too. But then you cannot ignore the gnawing suspicions in your mind, like a voice that keeps doubting each positive thing, double doubting, triple doubting. And then you convince yourself that she won't like you back they way you like her, because she doesn't seem interested in you and you don't want to appear foolish. But you just can't let her go, and you spend new year's with that someone feeling on top of the world yet you can't help wondering if she feels the same way too.