Bad way to start the week. First, i screwed my chinese O level paper really badly. I'm very certain imma fail it. Smoked alot today. 17-18 sticks? Thats almost 1 pack you bitch! Theres nothing to be proud of really. I feel like such a loser for smoking. Friends around me keep asking me to stop but my willpower just ain't strong enough. And i guess i'm screwed. The effects of drinking and smoking are starting to take a toll on my health and i think i'm gonna die at say 30? Then when i was on my way to denzel's house, dad called to say that granny has been hospitalised and that made me even more depressed. So there goes my day. Think the rest of my week would be pretty screwed as well. But who cares right?