Deja Vu: August 27, 2006

Sometimes you get this feeling that just takes over your body. A feeling that you just can't describe. You don't feel sad or upset, but yet you don't feel happy either. You just don't really know what you're feeling. There's not an adjective out there for it. Your chest kind of tightens, and feels all tingly. You feel tingly all over. You can't put your finger on it and you're not sure if it's a good or a bad thing. I guess we could call it confusion but I'm not sure that's what I'd really want to call it either.

You have so many things running through your head. Memories, decisions, past decisions, the future, hopes, dreams. You're not sure if you want to laugh or cry or just ignore the feeling all together. The feeling increases when you come across certain memories or certain decisions you've made or even when you're thinking of the future.

Am I the only who experiences this? Or am I just weird for even noticing this? It's one of those situations where you don't even know what to think anymore.

What's next?